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With a light breeze and the sun streaming in through the windows amidst the leaves
I turn over to hate at the sun for disturbing my peaceful rest
Usually I toss and turn
So what has made my rest so peaceful?

As I roll over my body brushes against another
And his warmth rivals the sunlight's rays that have broken thru my window
Unconsciously he rolls toward me
He rests his arm in the crook of my waist
He sighs deeply as he settles back to a deep sleep
Who would have thought that just a few hours ago both our bodies would be beaded with sweat
With the smell of arousal
With the moans of pleasure
Who would have guessed that such passion could pour from two people?
I think back to the first time this man said, "I can't be in a room without wanting to fuck you!"
To some that may be crude
To me music to my ears
In one sentence I felt reborn
I could not believe that the man I desired also desired me
I did not believe that I could do or say anything that would bring this man to my bed
No matter how forward
No matter how crude
No matter how blunt
I thought my advances were just lost

Then I think to the first time we were together
How wonderful it was to just be touched by him
I could not quite let myself go
Nothing to do with him
Everything to do with me
He is a kind and passionate lover
Always wiling to do what I wanted
Never pushing his needs before mine
Who could ask for a better lover?
Not I

Do I reveal in his kindness?
I do
Do I bathe my self in his vision of me?
I do
Do I want another night with him?

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